Update:

So the reality of this post is that I’m sat in bed at 11 o clock at night (probably closer to midnight once I’ve finished) feeling guilty as I’ve yet to make this most of this summer… I feel as though there was a huge amount of anticipation and excitement that this summer would be amazing and I would try something new and exciting every day, but turns out that wasn’t realistic.

Don’t get me wrong since finishing school I’ve been on holiday to Mallorca (hopefully there’ll  be a holiday inspired blog post to follow soon) which was amazing and I really want to go back  and I’ve also been on a train journey to Chester and spent the day shopping and exploring the city walls so this summer hasn’t been completely wasted…

However, the reality is that finishing school has left me not knowing which way to turn… I have a lot of decisions to make which I keep putting off and I can’t seem to work out how I really feel – I’ve even been contemplating the idea of moving abroad in the future and that’s something I never thought I’d want to do before! I also have no more money to go on spontaneous trips or go out for the day and therefore I’ve been stuck feeling down and as though I’ve wasted most days sat on the sofa in my pyjamas with no makeup on watching This Morning (yes, I watch This Morning – don’t judge). So with that being said I feel as though I need to find some motivation to stop putting things off, get creative and put more effort into blog posts  because despite having no money there are other ways to have fun – right?

So I’m sorry that this blog post has delved a little deeper into my personal life than I would normally want to share but I feel as though writing my thoughts down could help to loosen some of the pressure I’m feeling at the moment and let’s face it – who will be reading this anyway? Nevertheless, if you do happen to stumble across this post then thank you for reading this far 🙂

Amy X